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Feb 12, 2025

TO RAMBLE a thought poem

TO RAMBLE
1.      To move about aimlessly
2.      To talk or write in a confused way
3.      To wander around in a leisurely manner
4.      To lead the life of a vagabond
 
Once I strode with certainty,
Alive with energy and joyfocused
Clear blue eyes that sparkled
Sweet, kissable lips
A compelling smile filled with humor

A voice that inspired
A word smith
In love with words, and
On hearing my own voice

Expert in movies and books
I lectured on psychology
I advised on business and life
I was a friend and lover
I felt loved
 
Now I ramble
In talk and walk
Bent over I’m prone to stumble
I see without that sparkle
My lips are dry
I frown more than I smile
I am a know-it-all, but
No one listens
 
Friends say get over it
This is what happens
Aches and pains
You are old, and
Getting older by the day

People say,
Be grateful you are alive
You have friends who care
You are loved
 
All this is true
They are right,
Yet
 
 

Feb 11, 2025

THE ESTATES IN THE US

THE ESTATES IN THE US

 My father proudly worked for the Fourth Estate (Press). He made us understand the importance of a free and honest press. What he didn't explain was the history. Edmond Burke identified three estates as it related to the parliament in 1771. The Lord's Spiritual (clergy), the Lord's temporal (nobles), and the commons. The press is the fourth estate. In the 1960s, some argued there is a fifth estate, the alternative press. What we now call bloggers, social media, and influencers. 

Today, the most reliable (honest /unbiased) news platforms or outlets are: Associated Press, Reuters, BBC News, The Wall Street Journal, Bloomberg, The New York Times, C-SPAN, NPR. MSNBC and Fox are further down the list because both are biased. Fox news has been the #1 rated news channel for 22 years. Fox covers the news. However, its personalities lie, promote disinformation, and peddle propaganda. In terms of the Fifth Estate, Facebook is the #1 social media platform. X is #12. Neither block lies and falsehoods.  

In the US, we redefined the estates. The courts now stand in for the Clergy. The legislative and the executive continue to act like nobles. The fourth estate exists however, the fifth estate seems to take over the role played by a free press. According to the constitution, the people are supposed to come first. "We the People..." But do they? Are they even third? 

There are 195 countries in the world. Dictators rule 59 countries. Some argue that more countries, including the US, are moving to dictatorship. 

One in which the executive is the first estate. The government reports to the executive and executes executive orders. The alternative press is the propaganda arm of the executive. Neither is a separate estate. The second estate becomes the Leading CEOs and oligarchs. The third estate, the people, have no voice or representation. Their taxes and a rubber stamp vote every four years keep the First Estate in power. There is no fourth estate. 





    

Feb 10, 2025

COUNTER-REVOLUTION

 COUNTER- REVOLUTION

At Woodstock in 1969, the Jefferson Airplane (starship) sang 
“Volunteers of America” telling the crowd “We got a revolution.” 

I entered college in 1968. In sixty-nine, I had a mustache. By 1972 a beard. In 1977, I got my first teaching job at Saint Cloud State University. I had been teaching college classes at WMU and USU since 1972. I was an instructor at USU. At Saint Cloud I was an Assistant Professor. Until St. Cloud, I had not cut my hair or beard.

I cut my hair and trimmed my beard for the interview in St. Cloud. When friends asked me why I cut my hair. My glib answer was “We Lost the Revolution.” Of course, being clean cut and wearing a suit helped me get that first teaching job.  

I don’t regret cutting my hair, and I still have a beard. What I regret is our peaceful, albeit naïve, attempt to change the culture failed. To create change, most of us blended in, followed the rules, and played the game. We went to work, got married, had families, and started saving for retirement. Our philosophy was “Go along to get along.” Even in radical academia, where I spent half my life, this was true.  

In 2020, we witnessed an attempted coup. A violent revolution that failed. With its failure, many cheered, believing that democracy and reason, the rule of law had won. In the near term it had, but we were forgetting about history.

In November 1923, the Beer Hall Putsch was a failed coup d’état by Nazi Party leader Adolf Hitler. The putsch was inspired by Benito Mussolini’s successful March on Rome in October, 1922. Whether successful or failed, these violent revolutions ultimately resulted in a country without laws ruled by a fascist dictator. Hitler won the country because of his inspiring speeches and a propaganda machine. Mussolini by propaganda, brown shirts, and brutality.

Right now, there is a revolution going on. So far, it is peaceful. Using propaganda, ignoring laws, and playing the system to get their desired result.

The fact nearly half of America are “okay” with what is happening doesn’t make it right.

Those who ignore history are doomed to repeat history.





WINE GLASSES Acrylic with a Palate Knife 2 10 2025



WINE GLASSES
Acrylic with a Palate Knife
 


Feb 8, 2025

IS THE SKY FALLING

 The sun is out.

There is no tornado in the wind.

My roof isn’t burning.

So why do I feel like there is a chicken in my yard yelling

The sky is falling.

The Sky is falling.  


Perhaps we need to consider the story of Chicken Little.

Taken from Wikipedia and IMDB

The Chicken Little story was told by Just Mathias Thiele (1795-1874). In America it was popularized by John Green Chandler, with Sarah Josepha Hale (1788-1879), who wrote the rhyme ‘Mary Had a Little Lamb.’ The moral messages in the story are

1.      1.   don’t form incorrect conclusions from insufficient data;

2.      2.   don’t stoke fear in others without good cause to do so; and

3.      3.   don’t take other people’s word for things, especially when those other people are making extraordinary claims

Disney produced a short film in 1943 warning about mass hysteria, with specific reference to the Nazis. Produced as a propaganda short during WWII, warning audiences not to believe anti-American propaganda. Originally the film was to have had more direct references to the war: Foxy Loxy would have read from "Mein Kampf"; and the chicken's graves would have been marked by swastikas. But Walt Disney decided to keep the film generic so that it would not become dated after the war.

The 2005 Disney adaptation completely changed the plot (by adding aliens, whose spaceship, or parts of it, really do fall from the sky), in the 2005 version, Chicken Little is right to spread mass fear among the townsfolk and is thus vindicated.

To decide if the sky is falling read the piece by Corran Anderson

https://www.facebook.com/watch/?v=977872010912428

Feb 6, 2025

Nostrovia! Here’s to you and here's to me. A thought on the last 17 days.

 

Nostrovia! 

At parties, my friend Chris Hanson used to toast,

“Here’s to you, and here’s to me.

Sometimes we may disagree, but here’s to you, and here’s to me.

After which he’d shout “Nostrovia!” meaning “To your Health.”

Followed by a joyous “F..king A,” as we tossed back champagne.

Chris left us in 2015. I wonder what he’d think of the last 10 years.

As a consultant, I’ve learned to not talk politics with my republican clients. However, as a lifelong democrat, I was always honest about my liberal and progressive views.

When I believe I am right. I will fight for my point of view.

However, when I am wrong. I will admit it.

I’ve learned what a mistake it is to be brutally honest or to burn your bridges.

My philosophy has been, to try to respect you and your way of life, even when we disagree.  

That way, I could still like and certainly enjoy my friends' company.

However, what we disagree on is expanding as what we can agree on seems to be shrinking.

When did lies and opinions become an alternative facts and scientific truths?

Was it in 2015 when Trump came down the escalator?

Or, did it start before Trump?

In the 1990s McConnell defeated campaign-finance reform and the floodgates opened.

How about in 2010 when McConnell declared, “one and done,” meaning the senate wouldn’t pass any of Obama’s bills, and denied a hearing let alone a vote on Obama’s supreme court nominee.

What about in 2020 when McConnell vowed to block all Democratic legislative efforts, saying, “Even if I feel it’s a good bill. They shall have no victories.”

After all of that, I hoped the world was slowly returning to sanity.

Then came the election in November.

And now the chaos and farce of the last 17 days.

It feels like the country has gone insane.

It is true you can’t erase history, however signs of our history can be covered or removed like portraits in the Pentagon and CIA. Books can be burned and history can be rewritten.

A riot becomes a rally. A traitor becomes a patriot.

Ask yourself, how similar is the intended outcome of the 2025 plan to Orwell’s 1984.

Can the courts really stop a leader who doesn’t care?

A leader who demands that networks, reporters, and ordinary citizens be investigated for their truth telling and opposition to the leader's lawlessness, corruption, and overt power grab. 

I doubt Trump ever read 1984, so perhaps we will be spared the “Thought Police.”

Still, perhaps, all this is better left unsaid or at least unwritten.

I hope at least among friends I can still toast, “Nostrovia! To Your Health.”

Because the alternative is “Here’s to you and here’s to me, and if we disagree, F..k you.”

Feb 5, 2025

WINTER in NORTHERN CALIFORNIA

 

 WINTER

A word that meant water and wet or cold and wet.

In German the word is wintar.

In Danish and Swedish, vinter, or vetr, “the wet season.”

Old Norse Vetrardag, first day of winter, was the Saturday that fell between Oct. 10 and 16.

No doubt in the Norse lands Vintar arrives early.

 

In New England, winter means snow and rain.

In the south, winter is a time for tourists.

In the Midwest, winter means snow. Wet cold snow.

In the Mountain West, winter is deep show. Powder.

Winter along the Pacific coast means rain.

Cold rain. Endless rain. Bleak depressing rain.

I think we Californians living on or near the northern coast.

Need a new name for our type of winter.

A Season we could call Coldrain. 

Perhaps, “Wetcoldrain,” or simply.

"Calrain"

 

Old English winter (plural wintru), “the fourth and coldest season of the year, winter,” from Proto-Germanic *wintruz “winter” (source also of Old Frisian, Dutch winter, Old Saxon, Old High German wintar, German winter, Danish and Swedish vinter, Gothic wintrus, Old Norse vetr “winter”), probably literally “the wet season,” from PIE *wend-, nasalized form of root *wed- (1) “water; wet”). On another old guess, cognate with Gaulish vindo-, Old Irish find “white.” The usual PIE word is *gheim-.

As an adjective in Old English. The Anglo-Saxons counted years in “winters,” as in Old English anwintre “one-year-old. yearling;” and wintercearig, which might mean either “winter-sad” or “sad with years.”

Feb 4, 2025

SHINING A LIGHT ON MY ATTITUDE


SHINING A LIGHT ON MY ATTITUDE

I watch at least 4 hours of national news each day.
I keep pledging to stop watching the news.
I know I need to do something different to change my attitude
because drinking hasn’t worked.
In the Band Wagon (my favorite musical), Fred Astaire sang:
When you feel as low
As the bottom of a well

And can't get out of the mood
Do something to perk yourself up
And change your attitude
Put a crease in your pants
But if you really want to feel fine
Give your shoes a shine
There's a melody in your heart
With a singable happy feeling
A wonderful way to start
To face the world every day…
It doesn't matter where you get it
It'll do a lot of good if you let it
A little bit of polish will abolish what's bothering you
Give a tug to your tie
When there's a shine on your shoes

I know I have polish and brushes somewhere,
However, I have a couple of technical questions
What if I sing out of key?
What if I’m are wearing shorts and a T-shirt?
Can you polish Crocs?
Would a haircut do the same?
How about a taking a shower or putting on new underwear?
I’m open to any suggestions.

Advice Welcome.

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Feb 3, 2025

On Poetry and Behavioral Psychology

 

Writing this article began when I decided to write a poem about my frustration over today’s pollical events.

Somehow, this turned into my thinking about one’s life being undetermined, determined, or predetermined. 

To start, my only online reference was a simple definition of determination and free will. 

This article went through a series of drafts; editing, rewording, rewriting, reorganizing, grammar checking, reading aloud and formatting. Somehow in the process it turned into an analysis of the limitations of the Behavioral Psychology I was taught 50 years ago.     

As a behavioral scientist, I was taught the following principles.  

1.      Human behavior: reactions, thoughts, emotions, and overt actions are affected (determined) by the person’s genetics, in some instances reflexes, biology, current health, learning history, stimulus conditions, and the immediate environment.

2.      Specific antecedent conditions (recent or present) establish the probability of a person’s thoughts, emotions (verbal labels for physiological reactions), and overt actions.

3.      The consequences of one’s overt actions influence the probability of that action or similar actions in the future.

4.      Complex behavior can be acquired / learned by observation, antecedent and consequence relations involving deprivation, punishment or reinforcement.

5.      Learned behavior can be shaped (changed from one form to another) and behavior can be generalized. Meaning a behavior may be emitted under stimulus conditions which are similar to the original learning conditions.

6.      A person has choice to the extent his/her overt actions may be caused or affected by prior thoughts. Therefore my thoughts or cognitive behavior may influence my behavior or a choice to behave.

7.      This level of free will does not suggest behavior is random or completely uncontrolled, i.e., undetermined. Given these assumptions, I believe in determination as expressed and I reject the idea of complete free will.

Also, I do not believe in predetermination. Meaning that a person’s actions are completely controlled or determined by an outside agency.

That being said, I do not believe that the deprivation, antecedent, response and consequence model of learning and behavior is adequate to explain complex behaviors, nor do the explanatory concepts like establishing operations, schedules of reinforcement, rule governed behavior, and stimulus control.

These external models while useful at one level, ignore genetics and biology and they don’t take into account cognition, and a modern understanding of neurology and our understanding of the brain.  

To say that writing this article was the result of the environment, my prior learning, and my history of reinforcement with respect to writing is too simple.

For example, many of the phrases and sentences written in these 710 words, were learned more than 50 years ago and used in teaching across 15 years, some 25 years ago.

In behavioral terms, one might say my writing today was affected and controlled by prior stimulus conditions and setting events that affected my memory, cognitive behavior, overt behavior (with choice). As to reinforcement, if you want, go ahead and throw in reinforcement history and a little self-reinforcement.   

I would say my memory of these words and phrases combined with thinking them and saying them privately influenced what I subsequently wrote.

Skinner might call such sequences inter-verbal. A label I once used, but I fear has little or no explanatory value for me, these days.

Don’t get me wrong, I loved Jack Michael’s VB class, I was a TA, and I taught VB for several years.

However, remember that Skinner’s undergraduate major was English, and he didn’t do well in biology. In Science and Human Behavior, Skinner said our understanding of behavior would change with our study of the brain and neurology.

The problem is few of us have added brain science, neurology, genetics, and functional assessment into our accounts and ad hoc explanations.

Okay – explain this. I started out to write a poem expressing my emotions and frustrations over current politics. Instead I write a piece on my emotional frustration with the constructs I learned 50 years ago.

Freud might call this some type of literary transference, I think.

It might be a type of avoidance. When I write, I ignore my e-mails.

I spent an hour and a half writing and editing 700+ words. Clearly, I was behaving; thinking (talking to myself) writing, and then editing.

This is a thing I do every day and have done for some 70 years.

In my opinion, language and the behavior of writing is more complex than I understand, and I’d argue not as simple as I was once taught.

Now I still have a poem to write.    

   

 


Feb 2, 2025

FAT MAN

FAT MAN

Jethro Tull Fat Man (link to a YouTube)

Lyrics by Jethro Tull - Ian Anderson

This once was my favorite Tull song because I identified with the lyrics. At five I weighed 100 pounds. In college I gained 30 lbs. and got out of the draft and going to Vietnam (230 lbs.). However, in Utah I started riding a bike 20 miles every day and lost 70 lbs. Subsequently I found a woman who would love me in the morning and all the nighttime too. In 2007 when the market crashed and my clients stopped hiring, I slowly went from 200 to 300 lbs. In the last 3-4 years I have lost 50lbs., but being unable to walk on a treadmill or ride a bike and drinking wine has made it difficult to see the other side of being thin.

FAT MAN

Don't want to be a fat man, 

people would think that I was just good fun.

Would rather be a thin man, 
I am so glad to go on being one.
Too much to carry around with you,
no chance of finding a woman who
will love you in the morning and all the night time too.
Don't want to be a fat man, 
have not the patience to ignore all that.
Hate to admit to myself 
half of my problems came from being fat.
won't waste my time feeling sorry for him, 
I seen the other side to being thin.
Roll us both down a mountain and I'm sure 
the fat man would win