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Apr 26, 2025

Reading E-mail - a poem

 

Reading E-mail

 

I sort through screens of e-mails.

Deleting what I can. Scanning parts of the rest.

The header. Is it addressed to me? The number of people on the e-mail. The first line.

A compliment. An advertisement. A come-on. A problem.

 

I have taken to not reading e-mails until noon. Or later.

The rest of the day will be filled with solving small problems.

Not problems I created, but issues that a president can address.

Not fix, perhaps, at least answer.

 

I ask myself, why start the day with problems?

Instead, I start with coffee, a little Danish, and the NYT games. Puzzles I can solve.

Or, I drive into the hills to photograph wildlife and nature. Brief respites from the mundane  

In between, I might write or edit. Or paint.

 

Where to start? The page and the canvas are empty and white.      

I don’t remember the last time I read a book. Or took a walk.

Arthritis and the pain keep me from what I once was.

Or is that an excuse?

 

Like not reading e-mail.

Apr 23, 2025

Pages torn out of a diary - a poem

 

pages torn out of a diary

 

My memory is like pages torn out of a diary.

Pages without dates. Unnumbered.

The events are there. The people.

Only the date is missing.

Like the day I asked by girlfriend to marry me.

It was a Saturday in May. We were at a wedding.

I remember it as Derby day. May 5.

In my tuxedo, I watched the race on the bed while she dressed.

The year Secretariat won the triple crown.

Or was it May 20, and I watched the Preakness?  

How can I know?

The wedding couple are divorced.

The girl and I broke it off before it was too late.

Now, we don’t talk.

No one cares, except me.

I guess it doesn’t matter.

A partial memory is better than none.

At least, I know the year, 1973.

Wait. I forgot about Google and Ancestry.

The wedding announcement in Newspapers.com says, May 12.

Now I have the date right. The page is numbered.

However, there was no race to watch.

Have pages have become faded. The writing, in parts, ineligible.

Knowing the truth, should I continue to tell the story as remembered?

Why not, diaries are like that.